And It Goes Like This....

 thee sound of music... can be very therapeutic... it relives your past... explains your presence... then talks about your future... music reveals thee bad... thee good... in yourself... it speaks to you... from different preference of life... but sometimes... at some point... it could hurt... and heal you... at thee same time... but... it never lies to you... music is a drug... a never ending overdose... when you have nobody... to talk to... or anybody to listen... thee sound of music.. will just do both.... music has saved my life... to be honest... I don't know where I would be... without thee sound of beautiful music... so to those... who think there's nobody out there... who would listen to them... just know... thee sound of beautiful music... will talk and listen to you.... at all times... thee world would be a better place... if everybody had some beautiful music... in their ears....

-calls 911- "911 what's your emergency?" there's really no emergency, just need to vent... "you don't have family or friends?" they don't understand my feelings sometimes i don't really tell them how i truly feel or what i'm going through "why is that sir?" i don't want them to worry about me for thee wrong reasons i hide my pain with a fake smile... i think my thoughts out loud, with no sound "do you feel people only hear and don't listen?" People only hear your heart but won't listen to your pain some people think you're selfish when you chose peace over stress you see, I let my feelings keep my pain silent for 2 years now I must let it be heard "would doing this make you feel better?" to be honest, i don't know, you won't get results if you don't try right? I've become a different person thee separation i'm trying to distance myself from pain so i can gwt closer to peace if ...