Life After Separation...
I never thought...
after I left...
it would be thee last time...
I would see your face...
was it better for me....
worse for you...
or ever vice versa...
but I know...
I couldn't disturb your peace...
but you see...
you created this monster...
you tried to control this monster...
but when this monster....
was howling for help...
you turned thee other way...
every day...
I covered my depression...
with a 16oz can...
you sat there...
day in and out....
and watch me destroy myself...
you laughed in my face...
you believe in rumors...
that you didn't see...
when I wanted to talk...
you wanted to argue....
when things wasn't going your way...
that's when you stopped caring...
I tried to be your husband...
I tried to change for you...
I tried to just be a better person...
not even after 2 years...
not one of you muthafukkas...
picked up a phone to see where I was...
not one...
but i'm thee bad person...
fukk y'all....
to be continued....
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