Thinking Out Randomly...

is there a limit to starting over in life?....
what did you learn from....
thee first 2 attempts?...
what results did you receive?....
how did it end for you?....
like how many times...
do you need to start over...
just to get it right...
sometimes this feeling...
can be very stressful...
with little to no support system...
people don't seem to understand...
what that can do to a person's mental health...
then you ask yourself...
will all this be well worth it...
in thee end?...
it really takes so much...
out of a person...
just to have thee strength...
to want to start over....
mentally and physically...
you're feeling two different types of energy....
moral of this post...
i hope...
that this start over...
is thee last one...
and that i truly get where i need to be....
take care beautiful people...




- aypohetikvois 


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