Why

why i can't be happy...
with what i have...
why do I let thee right people go...
and let thee wrong people stay...
why does love hurt like...
it's actually pain...
why is it hard for me...
to be positive...
in a world filled with negativity...
or be positive around people...
who bring negativity energy...
why do I always get attached...
to thee wrong people...
why thee ones who always...
push me away...
with no explanation...
why do I make people feel uncomfortable...
why do I feel important to...
people who they feel important...
are not available...
why love anything at all...

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